ok sugar beans (aka every one that reads this!)
my friedn is getting married this SATURDAY!

i need your help

I NEED A POEM TO SET ALONG SIDE THE CENTER PIECE AT OUR WEDDING. THE CENTER PIECE IS A GOLD FISH IN A BOWL AND WHAT THE POEM HAS TO SAY IS SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT OF TAP THE SIDE OF THE FISH BOWL WITH YOUR SPOON AND NATE AND KELLIE KISS. IT ONLY HAS TO BE LIKE 3 TO 4 SENTENCES.

anyways so everything is just as crazy as ever right now. im getting married on saturday




so! i know some great poets are subscribed to my page, but are they reading this/?? i hope so!

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hi there, im attempting to keep my focus hat on while not going bonkers, and writing this journal is definitely an attempt to put off what i need to... eeks gee bah

get back to it girl!
ok dammittttt
...
what?
NOW!






eek!




*ok bye guyzz*

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these recent drawings are for sale!

(will be complete!)


also my new one:
and this new one!:


tust me they look MUCH better in real life, i promise

also on my stock account ill be doing exclusive stock sets! cheap for the most part unless i have to go buy some wacky props, and nothing naked duh send me a note about it!)

also ill be taking comissions again soon (after june 8th) if you want me to do you somthing send me a note and ill marinate on it till then (but i cant start working on it until then, just so you know)


the price on these is up to you, highest bidder i guess, i need the money so if you like it and want it let me know!

(there will be a couple dollers i need to add on to watever you can pay me for these so i can mail it in a good package and stuff...)

ok just letting you know! lol

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anyone know where i can steal i mean, uh borrow... indefinitly.. a copy of photoshop cs3 for a mac???


i miss taking pictures...


oh! and i wanna freak out! buckle up here goes!
my hospitle bills, (from freak fainting and ambulance rides and millions of brain scans (that all came up inconclusive, im a healthy girl! but i really just like spending thousands of dollers going to the hospitle for CAT scans and MRIs eh.
ANYWAYS!
since insurance didnt cover all of this hullabaloo, and i was in school and therefore unimployed, i filled out a financial aid application (just like the good people at the hospitle told me to) well! yesterday i got a call from a collection agency (REPO PEOPLE!?) the hospilte has sat on my application for at least 3 months and instead of reviewing it they sent my bill to a COLLECTION AGENCY! yay.

ANNND school loans need to be paid back, 50 bucks a month for the rest of my life, for learning for a semester?

AND me and jeff a buying a car (a godsend yes, but paying off that, plus insurance and tags and... getting my liscence... hehe.. )

and we have to move out by augest and find us a new place, we have no furniture except a dresser and a futon, im worried about how well do laundry

and ohio this lovely shithole has ZERO jobs, ive filled out about a million? applications and havent been even called back (even after ive called them)

i need a job! but i cant stat until june (because im going back to mn for a wedding, and i know if i do miraculisly get one right no i wont be able to take of 2 weeks for it.


so.

i count my blessings
i love jeff, im lucky to have such a good friend here by my side... in the same mess as me

but i wish my parents didnt miss me so much
i miss them too

absence makes the heart grow fonder i guess

but i wish i could be absent of things like crazy bills
i dont think id miss them

ever





i love the 2 girls who are probubly the only ones reading this (thanks kelli and ang i cant wait to see ya!!!)

and if your NOT reading this... you girls suck


buttkisses

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happy easter

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